today

My sister's Birthday and three days past one year since my brother killed himself.

My grief clock has ticked over for him.

I added some songs to my ITunes today.
Looking back I see that some songs had been played an inordinate number of times when compared to others.

I listened to "Don't Worry Baby" by the Beach Boys nearly 300 times. When I was a young girl the Beach Boys always used to play a concert at the local outdoor venue on Memorial Day Weekend. My brother often went to see them when he was in High School.

The other song I listened to a lot was "Sara" by Fleetwood Mac. The poet in my heart, never die...

Happy Birthday to my sister. I love you like crazy.